comfort zone

Hhhh....*sigh
Pernah ga ngerasa idup lo stagnan mentok, tapi nyaman? lo udah berada dalam comfort zone lo, tp klo keterusan lo tau lo idup lo bakal gitu-gituuuuuuu aja. Cuma jadi manusia yang selalu mendambakan 'petualangan' dalam hidupnya, tapi cuma sebatas mendamba...

Pengen maju, go on to the next stage of my life, tapi takut brur. In my case, takut kehilangan orang yang sangat gue sayang. A friend of mine once told me, "don't make anyone your source of happiness". Ya bener, the only one who can make me happy is myself. Sad? maybe, true? of course it's true, Cynical? no it's rational.

Menurut pengamatan gue, itulah beda orang-orang statis, dan orang-orang maju. Orang statis, stay in their comfort zone. Orang-orang maju, move on as soon as they're in their comfort zone. Nah, tinggal pilihan tiap orang aja mau jadi orang yg seperti apa. (ngomong ama diri sendiri) Tinggal elo aja yang pilih jadi yang mana.

Mulai lagi ya ama pikiran njelimet gue yang bikin diri sendiri bingung, and temen gue tersiksa dengerinnya. Plus, i'm unemployed at the moment. For God sake, i'll drive myself crazy. Please brain, don't think of anything complicated. Spare me!